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apne hi bhawar main doob raha hu by zakir khan


Mai doob raha hoon, apne hi bhavar mein.
Roz Doob raha hoon.
mere antarmann me Hazaron sunamiya aati hai.
Meri Atma ko apne gehre andheron me kheechti hai.
Bahut darawni jagah hai woh,
Tum kabhi mat aana wahan.
Jahan mai.... roz doobta hoon.
Doobta hoon, ubharta hoon, Ladta hoon khud hi se aur
...Phir Uthkar aa jaata hoon apna tamasha le kar.
Tumse hath nahi manga,
kyunki bhavar bahut tez hai.
bahut tez hai yeh mere vichlit Mann ka bhavar.
Mai toh doob hi raha hoon,
tumhe sath le kar nahi doobna chahta.
Nahi chahta ki iss sunami ka ek chitta bhi
ksisi mere apne par padhe.
Jaise mai kho raha hoon khud ko,
waise mai tumhe nahi khona chahta.
Mere antandvand ki sabse aachi baat yeh
ki iss me Har roz mai hi jeetta hoon.
Aur sabse bhayavar baat yeh ki
Mai hi hoon jo har roz apne hi aap se haar raha hoon.
Roz haar raha hoon, lagatar haar raha hoon.
na jeet ka koi tamga milta hai
na haar ke ghav dekhte hai.
bas sab kuch khali rehta hai,
haan yeh mai keh raha hoon. theek suna tumne
Ki mai Doob raha hoon, Roz doob raha hoon.
Apne hi bhavar me.
Par
Mai lada hoon, laduga.
Aaj dooba hoon, par ubhrunga aur kal...
Phir Uthkar aa jauga apna tamasha le kar.

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